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Friday, March 18, 2011

:::Hati Ini:::


Terlajak Perahu Boleh Diundur, Terlajak Kata??


Pepagi lg aQ dah termenug ats sejadah...
When I was woke up this morning, I thought that I felt so down n couldn't think wisely. Urmm...somtg wrong 2,3 ari ni...
Apa yg aQ tau... aQ mmg salah...;(
Mmg aQ y salah........................:((


I always keep asking myself :
'Kenapa hati aQ ni terlalu mudah u tersentuh mahupun terusik...aQ xsengaja..aQ hanyalah seorang hambaNya yang sentiasa berusha u menjadi dirinya sendiri tp berubah ke arah yg lebih baik...' InsyaAllah.

Pada masa yang sama, tanpa sedar, aQ masih seperti dulu...
aQ mudah terguris hanya krn prkr2 y remeh temeh...Hanya dgn SATU itu dah cukup u membangkitkan sikap keanak-anakan aQ...aQ xnak sumetu ada pd diri aQ...;(



May I story mori ckit kit pepagi jumaat yg as a blue blue sky always...
(should I??) arrghhhh........!!

Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit..Inikan pula............


We were quarrellings not so often. SELDOM!! If we did, it's just for several hours. It didn't took so much time to settled n usually, it was just began because of a little things too. So~~CHILDISH!! Not him but me, perhaps. As a woman, of course I mostly followed whatever my heart told me n because of that, I usually thought an idiot / stupid things without made any evaluation regarding what will be happen if I'm doing that or this. (Fuhhh..teruknyer aQ...mmg sgt terukla..hurmmm)

In fact, nobody's perfect, right. Hurmm..everyone make mistake n I MUST learn from it. It might be difficult for us to make things right all the time but at least we try. So, I will not make any bigger mistake.
I'm really sorry...very very.......~~~

Whatever happen for these days...But Alhamdulillah, today I dah WARAS!! Hahaha...
My love towards him was never ever change. I pray n really wish we'll be together as a wife and husband. Then, turn to be a mum and dad, insya'ALLAH.. Oh Allah, please hear my pray n do bless our relationship. Thanks for let me met n knew him. Amin...


p/s: aQ rs kerinduanku pd mrk yg tersayang membuatkan aQ cepat terasa. Kesunyian aQ berada di rumah sewa ini dan siaran televisyen yg xmenarik, mungkinkah krn dek sumeni menyebabkn hingga hari ni aQ masih sprt dulu??:( hurmm...DON'T BE like this la siti...Sorry for those who read this entry that might feel that, OMG!!

In conclusion...I NEED U!! YES I am!!

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